Yesterday I cycled home to my father that I had agreed with him Monday, after we had been in a port city where there were flea markets come back to my father's home and prepares to having supper together. my father standing in the kitchen with my stepmother when they start to cut melon and cheese, I tell them they do not need to cut melon or cheese for me because I do not eat melon and cheese. and here it starts I had not expected to hear from my father and stepmother.
it caused me to be offended and started to cry inside my body, I could not bring myself to show that I was crying and I say this to those long-winded: excuse me
none of them said something to me after that, as if I was not there. and it made me feel more bad inside of me, I begin more and more to think about my father loves me for who I am, even though he says he loves me. I do not know what to believe.
it's not all that eating cheese and drinking coffee or other kinds of food, 7 years ago my father could not like marzipan, and today he eats it. it's the same with me, I have also changed my food. the time 7 years ago, I ate almost no fish, but today I can eat more fish than then. but coffee, cheese and all the other Things I do not like, I will not be forced to eat.
another example is my mother, she does not drink coffee but tea and she as much adult like me even though I am younger. so what should I say about my father, my mother says that he is old-fashioned in his head.