Between Love and Revenge Ch 12
When he finally got asleep, he didn't find the peace he wanted.
Instead, he was tormented. Tormented by the memories of his past. He saw everyone he loved die. He saw his once secure world turn into ruins. He saw a lonely child crying and a cruel man giving him a beating, saying that men didn't cry. He remembered that man, that cruel face. It was his father, his damn father. He saw the horrible things he did when he was at his father's gang, the innocent people he was forced to kill, their pleading eyes as their stared at him before they died. Seth saw himself as a 15 year-old teenager with a gun pointed at a young couple. He was hesitating. They didn't deserve to die. What have they done wrong? And then a hoarse voice shouted from behind him.
“Kill them or I'll pierce your skull with a bullet, kid. You choose. Your life, or theirs.”
He closed his eyes. He only remembered hearing a shot and a lonely tear escaping from his eyes. And then he only